Many Changes and No progress

I wish I could say that I have made progress in paying off my debt, but I haven't.  In fact I probably have more debt.   The year is ending next week and the only bright thing that happened this year is my new grand daughter.  I find no excitement, no motivation and very little happiness.  I'm tired, out of shape and disappointed with myself.  I need to pull it together in 2015 - it starts with me.   I need to move forward and get out of this rut.   Life is too short and I need to start enjoying it.