Rough Couple of Weeks

I have had a rough couple of weeks.  I took 3 days off for all my medical tests - mammogram, colonoscopy, blood work, medical and dental appointments.  My biggest fears were the colonoscopy and the cholesterol testing mine was high last time they checked.  I never imagined the mammogram would be the problem.  For many years I had my mammograms at LGH we recently changed hospitals because our physician was no longer affiliated with LGH with BC/BS HMO.  So I had my first mammogram at NWC - it wasn't like the ones at LGH at LGH they really smushed your boobs at NWC not so much.  After the mammogram I received a call from the hospital that I needed a follow up mammogram because of an issue in my right breast.  At the time I was doing the wonderful bowel prep for my colonoscopy never in my mind did I think I would have something wrong.  My doctor was in a middle of a family emergency herself and not available so I had to talk to one of her associates.  He wasn't concerned and okayed the 2nd mammogram.  On Friday I went for the 2nd mammogram I waited for the results something I didn't do with the first one since I wasn't concerned and just expected it to be normal.  Well the 2nd one wasn't normal either they wanted an US.  I figured while I was there could they go ahead and do the US.  Thankfully they were able to get another referral and the were able to quickly complete the US.  The US didn't show a mass or cyst whatever they were seeing on the mammogram was too small to see on US.  So the next step was a needle biopsy.  I had that done on Wednesday it was not a pleasant experience the staff was very nice and accommodating they explained everything. Since the biopsy was done the Wednesday before Thanksgiving I had to wait all weekend to receive the results.  I was convinced the news was going to be bad all I could think about was how I was going to work while going through this and how one phone call could potentially change my life forever.  It was all very unsettling.  I didn't tell too many people just my husband, sister, daughters and coworkers.  Well today I got the call the biopsy was negative and I need to follow up with another mammogram in 6 mos - my birthday month.  I have to say I'm relieved but still unsettled.  My breast doesn't feel right I'm thinking it is recovering from the entire ordeal it hurts.  When they took the biopsy they left a small metal marker so they can  find the location of concern if they need to go in and do a biopsy.  I'm hoping I am not experiencing a reaction from the metal or it's just me be a hypochondriac.  I have decided that I need to get my act together - get these bills paid off so if something does happen I won't have to worry about money.  I have a good 6 mos to concentrate on paying off my debt and getting healthy - this is my new focus.  That being said I just spent two shopping on line for xmas.  I got a lot done but have more to do.  I keep reminding myself not to get too crazy.  My other goal is to blog more so it's time to move forward and take this has a signal from God that I need to enjoy life and concentrate on getting things in order because you never know what the next day will bring.